Tomorrow will be four weeks since my surgery. Body is not cooperating and I still haven’t started my cycle yet. Hopefully this week. If it doesn’t come by Feb 8th we are supposed to call the doctor. I’m sure thinking about it every day isn’t helping. He told me it’s probably the stress that’s keeping it away. I know, I know, everyone says “Don’t stress”. Easier said than done people. If you even know me at all, I am not a patient person. I also am someone that likes to be in fully control of my life. I’m a go-getter; and if I want something I do what it takes to get it. This is probably why this has affected my life so much. For once, something was completely out of my hands and there was nothing that I could do to change it.
This has helped me slow down a bit and also helped me prepare a little better this time as well. We have done a lot to prepare the baby room. Well actually to be honest I picked everything out and he did all the physical work (Thanks again hun, you’re the best!). It’s all coming together and we are taking one step at a time. I can’t wait to have a little one to be able to enjoy the space.
I have a feeling this week will go by incredibly slow. Guess I will have to keep myself busy with work and school as usual. Took next weekend off at OG to relax a little. He got me a gift certificate to a spa for my birthday and I think it’s time to pamper myself :)
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