245 days to go

I went to my first ultrasound Thursday and everything looked good and was right on track. I was a little concerned though because when she was looking around there were 2 sacs that I saw at some angles. I asked her what the second one was (twins?) and she said that it may just be some blood and if I start spotting in the next few days to not worry about it. I thought it was weird because she didn't even mention the second "sac" until I brought it up. I almost asked if I could get a picture of it but I don't want to be that crazy lady that demands stuff and doesn't trust her opinion. I'm not sure but I think she is the only u/s tech at my office. I honestly hope there are others and I can get someone different next week that knows more about what they are doing. Sorry I know that's kind of rude, but when I asked what the second blob was she said "Hmmm....I don't know". That just worries me a little bit. But they confirmed that everything was right on schedule so I really have no right to complain. The well being of my baby is priority number 1.

Of course we have talked baby names in the prior pregnancies. If we have a boy we want to name him Brayden Michael Vesey. I think it is soooo cute and he loves it too. We really haven't talked much about girl names yet. But we have lots of time to figure that out in that case. I did tell my boss that I was preggers. I pretty much had to because I now have weekly appointments and I just didn't want her thinking I was some slacker or something. She was really excited for me and promised to keep it under wraps. I hope I can trust her! Well everything is going good so far. I hope it continues to stay like this.

Dear God, I can not thank you enough for the blessing that you gave me. Please help this little bean stay strong so his/her mommy can hold them in her arms in 9 months. You have taught me many lessons and the latest has been patience. I have been so patient and couldn't be happier that I am again pregnant. I want to shout it from the rooftops but we have decided not to tell anyone this time to protect ourselves. Please help protect us from getting hurt again. Tell my angel babies that I love and miss them dearly. Amen