Nervous excitement

Well today marks me at 4w4d along. I had a few more Beta tests done since my last post and I wanted to post them. The nurse said my numbers look great right now!

Friday 06/04: HCG 1052
Monday 06/07: HCG 4273

I cannot believe how smoothly everything is going so far. But I am not naive enough to think that something could not go wrong at the drop of a dime. But I have to stay positive because that is what I owe my baby. They at least deserve a chance. I go in to the OB on Thursday for my 5 week ultrasound. I will be going in sooner and more frequent because I am a High Risk pregnancy due to my 2 m/c's. I am relieved at the frequent visits because it will keep me from losing my mind in between visits. I am pretty excited about the ultrasound and DF will be going with me. I have heard because it is so soon I may not see alot except for a gestational sac and a fetal pole. I'm hoping that I get lucky and get to see my little bean swimming around in there. And maybe even see a heartbeat! I will let you know how it goes. Keep me in your prayers.

Dear God, I cannot thank you enough for what you have given me. There were many times that I was selfish and only wanted but never gave. Those days are over and I put you first before everything in my life. You have given me my dear angel babies and I have been lucky enough to get pregnant again and fairly easy. Please if you could just keep an eye on my little bean swimming around in there I would love to meet them in 8 months. I love him/her so much already. Thank you for blessing me with a wonderful family and friends. Without their support I wouldn't be the strong woman that I am today. Please look after them as well. Amen