Long Time Coming

It has been way too long since I have written on here so I will update on the last current events. First order on the agenda was that I discontinued seeing my therapist. She seemed very nice, but I don't think it was for me. It was awkward telling her how I felt and what I went through. I just don't see the purpose in telling a complete stranger my inner most thoughts. But for some that it works for, that's great, but it just wasn't for me.
AF arrived exactly on schedule on Saturday the 10th. I was a little sad of course (I was secretly hoping for a BFP), but why shouldnt I be? That morning was terrible. I woke up and felt AF nearing around the corner with her arrival any second. I jumped in the shower and immediatly started getting light headed and dizzy. This was how I felt when I almost past out after giving 12 viles of blood a week ago. I wasnt able to stand any longer and thought I would pass out so I layed in the tub for a while. he came in and helped me to bed and made me something to eat. I dont know what happened but maybe it was because I have only had 2 periods in the last 5 months. Perhaps low blood sugar....who knows. I napped for a few hours and woke up to AF knocking on the door and I hesitatly let her in. It wasnt so bad though because I was looking forward to starting my prescription of 50mg Clomid that my doctor had prescribed. I was to take it on day 3 of AF throughout day 7. I started taking the little white pill Monday and havent had many side effects. I read that they range from mood swings, to heart burn to headaches to hot flashes. I think I MIGHT have had a hot flash on day #2 but im not sure. I got really sweaty from doing little work. And I HAVE had more headaches than usual. I thought it was from stress but I stress all the time and have never had this many headaches in one day. So far so good though. If this is what it takes to have a healthy lil guy/girl then im ok with that. We plan to BD next week all week long just to make sure we dont mess up our chances on Clomid Baby. I just hope we are feeling up to it.