It's all becoming clearer

This week has gone by pretty well. Work is getting better (my head was spinning last week), and I’m definitely looking forward to my three day weekend. Have the whole weekend off again and was planning on doing some shopping tomorrow morning for our vacay to Mexico. We are going to Playa De Carmen in Riviera Maya and will be staying for one week. I cannot wait to get away for a little while and especially to be away from the snow. I’ll be laying on the hot beach with a cold drink in hand in about 3 weeks and counting. My mom jokes that we will probably conceive while in Mexico because we will be so relaxed. Although if we don’t conceive this month, by that time I will be seeing Aunt Flo again. Bad timing but true. I can’t wait to see what is in store for me this year as I hope this year is one I never forget.

I recently bought a few things for our future little one. I know it may seem silly as I am not even pregnant again yet but it helps me cope. Seeing the baby room begin to take shape makes me feel that having a family will eventually happen and keeps me staying positive. This has been the hardest thing I have ever went through in my life so far and if this is the way I need to cope with things, then so be it. Atleast it is healthy for me, my future baby and my family. I just cant wait for the things to be used and the room to be occupied.

Valentine’s Day is right around the corner. I’m a big holiday person if you didn’t know that already. He has made us plans to go to a Hot Tub place to relax that evening, then to see the Movie Dear John that I’ve been dying to see, and then dinner somewhere. I’m just excited to spend time with him. We’ve got a long journey ahead of us and I couldn’t imagine it with anyone else. I can’t wait to have our perfect little family. I know things won’t be prefect and it will take a lot of work but we will do the best we possibly can. He and I both have loving and supportive parents who will root us on the whole way. Well, I hope everyone has a great weekend and I will catch up more next week!!