I've been watching my calender waiting for the time to finally come so we could start "trying" again. Well according to several websites it seems that today and tomorrow will be my most fertile days to conceive. I got an at-home fertility test to take tonight to see just how accurate these websites are. If so, we will be trying like crazy for the next few days. Wish us luck!!
Found out today that some friends of ours is having a boy. Let me remind you that it seems like everyone around me is pregnant. Our friends, our families and several of my coworkers. It was hard at first to even speak to any of them (out of jealousy I suppose) but now I'm healing and accepting what had become. Don't take me wrong, I'm still jealous but just not in a crazy way where I didn't even want to be in the same room as them. I'm coping yet am still sad knowing that in less than a week WE were supposed to find out the gender. ****Sigh***** I don't really know what to else to write right now, I'm just feeling sorry for myself I guess. Will write more another time....
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