I am not sure what is causing this but I have had the WORST mood swings lately. Sunday you midas well should have kept as far away from me as possible to avoid me biting your head off. I tried to keep to myself that day and was really quiet but then of course he notices and asks "Are you mad about something?". I really wish I had a reason to be grumpy but I didn't. I had no reason at all and I didn't even have a clue to why I was so irritated. Maybe it is all of the medication that I am on. It may have caused my hormones to go crazy. I have noticed since I started my prescription of Progesterone that I have been more irritable than usual. Could that really be it? Im hoping, wishing and praying that it is all going to be worth it.
Today I think I am 5DPO. I'm not sure because I got a positive on my OPK last week but then this weekend I had a little pain in my ovaries which could have been ovulation pain. I guess I will just wait and see if AF shows her ugly face or not. I am really debating on taking a HPT at all. It crushes me when I take one and get a BFN. I'd rather just be disappointed when AF comes then seeing a little stick tell me I'm a failure. Not sure if I will be able to log on this weekend considering all of the activities that will be going on. I hope you have a great weekend and I will catch up with you later. Hopefully with good news.
"Dear God, I don't know what I am doing wrong but I cant get a BFP for the life of me. We have never had an issue conceiving before, I don't know why it is so hard now. Maybe it is because I want it so very bad. Please take care of the babies coming into our lives in the next few months. Let them be healthy and happy lil babies. I know the mommies will make great mothers. I hope I can join the club sometime. Amen"
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